[First draft of letter, in note-book #59] (68)Martinez, cal.,Oct. 22, 1900.My dear Miss Graydon:The ferns are here in perfect order, and they are lovely, neatly pressed and packed and named, and I thank you very much.Of course you know you have my sympathy in your loneliness caused by the deposition from earth of your great aunt [Catherine Merrill], the pole star and lodestone of your life, and of how many other lives. What she was to me and what I thought of her I wrote to Mrs. Moores for a memorial book her many friends are preparing. A rare, beloved soul, a pure blessing sent of God, her work done, gone to the better Land. And now you must get used to seeing her there and hold on to her as your guide as before.Poor Janet is not gaining s...