There But Not But Now

There But Not But There is a novel written in fragments and short vignettes. The narrative is a collage of the first and third person points of view, as well as a series of ancillary texts, including magazine articles and email exchanges. Through this network of overlapping and merging lenses and narrative registers, the novel explores the complexities of the grieving process, the warped dimensions affected by psychological disturbance, and the individual\u27s attempt to disappear, dissociate and detach from the self. Over the course of the novel, the unnamed protagonist, or first person narrator, travels through lived, dreamt, fantasized, and imagined realms as she attempts to reconcile her father\u27s betrayal and her mother\u27s suicide